Dragon's Layr!

Mon, 27 Jul 2009 07:48:02 GMT

I do not know why but for the past week.. my stomach has been hurting and i've felt like crying.. I thought it was about my finals but they're over and the feeling hasn't passed... with several other factors, I think i'm slipping back into depression and I do not know why..

Mon, 27 Apr 2009 07:28:24 GMT

Yo! Yo! Yo! It's your friendly neighborhood Dragon, the one and only Jayme.. back from months of idleness to leave you good folks a post.. the time away from me must've been painful but here I am!

Now I am here to write down some ideas but first let's get a few things straight.. yes, I like Naruto (the manga not the anime), I also own, have played, and beaten both Rise of a Ninja and The Broken Bond so in a way this will be a mini-review...

When I first played Rise of a Ninja, i'll be honest I thought it was good.. for like the first 5 minutes then the game just went downhill. This game is nothing more than a glorified fighter with coins and 'mini-games' thrown throughout the village... and missions that only give you points to strengthen your character. Throughout this game, you master 3 jutsu.. Chakra Concentration, Shadow Clone Jutsu, and Sexy Jutsu... now I can see the first two being decent in a battle but the Sexy Jutsu becomes useless in battle after getting it. I strongly believe it was put in as nothing more than fanservice to the male fans out there. Now don't get me wrong the fighting was good in this game but the story like with most anime-based games was completely butchered and even the downloadable Japanese voices didn't help. The story was also too much like the anime for my tastes, it stuck to it only adding in random side-quests during certain points. I believe this game should've been classified as a fighter instead of an RPG.

I played Broken Bond not long after it was released. Again the story was butchered and stuck too closely to the anime for it to be to my liking. The fighting was improved from the first one but like the first one, it should've been classifed as a fighter instead of an RPG. One thing I did like was the fact that all those annoying side-quests were removed. You can have multiple characters at the same time which makes up for the lack of jutsu available to you.

Now I have this idea for an AU (Alternate Universe) Naruto game that would take place around the time of the beginning of the game. All the characters from the series would still exist except there would be differences, such as the Uchiha clan wasn't completely wiped out... and a few other things.

Now this game couldn't necessarily be called "Naruto" because the main character is not Naruto or any other character from the series. At the beginning of this game you're taken to a character creator. It would start off by allowing you to pick your age, gender, and overall appearance. You'd also be able to choose your bloodline/family (which is why I said the Uchiha clan wasn't COMPLETELY wiped out..) or your sealed beast (one or the other not both), your village, starting stats (are you really strong, fast, or good with chakra? maybe you're a balanced person...), clothing (which can be bought and changed throughout the game).

After you create the character, you start out as an academy student in whatever village you chose and you either fail or pass based on your decision. You complete missions and based on your decisions throughout the game you can become the Kage of your village and wage war with other countries and villages either getting wiped off the map or becoming the most dominant village on the planet or if you choose the other path you'd become the most dangerous Missing-Nin possibly joining up with akatsuki.. the biggest things wouldn't change such as current Kage, Akatsuki members, the 3 Sannin, etc, etc.

The game is still being worked out in my head but I thought i'd place down the basic idea while it was still fresh..

Sat, 15 Nov 2008 09:15:57 GMT

It's been several months since I posted anything and even longer since I ranted but i'm not going to bore you and will just say this..

No matter how much you rant or bring it to the attention of people.. MSF will always be full of godmodders who know there godmodders but godmod because 'everyone else does it' which makes MSF about as fun for a lot of people as getting your nails pulled with a rusty pair of pliers..

So for those of you.. I say "hah!" I changed my character because people like you complained.. to the point where my characters cant even hold their own in a fight.. and why? so the "new generation" can come in and just say "screw it" and take it upon themselves to become godlike and whatnot..

THIS is why I dont hang around MSF anymore and why i'm a semi-permanent lurker in #MSF...

eh..

Sat, 30 Aug 2008 14:45:12 GMT

Hello People it's me your friendly neighborhood Dragon Girl, Jayme.. How have you all been? I know I know that your lives have been rather empty without me posting in this journal, haven't they? Well you're in luck i've decided to make a new post and guess what you're already reading it, surprising huh? Anyways let's get down to business..

It's been a few months since I posted a personal post so I figured after last night's dream that now was a good time to do so.. to let you in on the dream, my feelings, and what's been going on in my life.. not necessarily in that direct order.. so without further adieu

For those of you who do not know I have recently went back to school but this is completely different than it was the last time as all my classes are completely online.. it's a bit different from your typical classes and takes a little while to get used to but all in all it's a rather great way for me to do my schooling.. not having to leave home, I work at my own pace.. that's always great.. For those of you wondering I'm in the "Associate of Arts in Business" Program, if that means anything to any of you.. then bravo...

Now let's move on.. I think my subconscious is somehow blocking many fantasies, desires, fears, and quite frankly emotions that I used to have and i'm not sure why it's doing so but what I do know is that those fantasies, desires, fears, and emotions are somehow breaking through but only when i'm in the world of dreams.

Take last night's dream for instance I was a female who knew she was once male to make it different from my usual female dreams I was a pregnant female and not only that I was in the Sci-Fi realm of Stargate. I was in 'labor' and midway through after many complications I 'blacked out' in the dream only to 'wake up' in a dream within a dream with someone shoving my head down saying "WATCH OUT" as a bullet flew past my head.. things were completely different now as I was no longer pregnant and people were confused when I asked about the pregnancy.. not sure what happened there for a little bit but after a little bit I 'woke back up' in the hospital and they were gonna hand me the kid when I woke up.. normally i'd just shrug these kind of dreams off but this particular dream seems to be lingering in my mental cavity and I can't seem to shake it off.. i've had plenty of dreams as of late and one thing I realize is that in these dreams I have more energy and i'm more honest than I am in real life..

Thus further driving home the fact that my subconscious seems to be blocking many of these emotions off... I really wish I could 'read' dreams because it would make the numerous dreams I have much more clear..

Tue, 03 Jun 2008 02:31:51 GMT

Ok just one thing of note for today..

WHO ARE YOU TO SAY WHAT GOD'S WILL IS?!?!

Did God come to you people and say "Hey, dude, this is my will.. spread it and be an asshole in doing so!" If he did then damn! What color are his eyes? Also.. that doesn't sound like the righteous god you all talk about, now does it?

Homosexuality? It's all about love.. I don't think God is gonna get his undies in a twist because one person loves another person of the same gender.. so here's what I have to say.. SHUT THE HELL UP YOU SELF-RIGHTEOUS PREACHING BASTARDS!

"God's Will" is against Child Molestation but the churches are wrapped in the taint of it.. so before you people start boycotting and protesting against Homosexuality and Gay Marriage, which is just as innocent as your every day wedding/love.. go after the child molestors who serve your GOD!

And that is my rant of the day..

06/02/2008 9:30 PM

Fri, 28 Mar 2008 01:46:38 GMT

If I put a bullet through my head would god be satisifed enough to stop putting my family through so much crap? I have a headache, my chest is pounding, i'm covered in sweat.. and none of the crap thats happening has anything to do with me.. maybe if I would've gotten a job sooner and moved out and helped pay for a lawyer to help my sister.. none of this would've happened.. I dont know what to do.. my entire life is crashing down around me and it hasn't even been a full 48 hours yet!

Thu, 28 Feb 2008 06:53:23 GMT

http://www.anonib.com/_genderbending/images/1379/chromosome_x07_anonib.jpg (You might need to copy and paste the link or it wont work)

:O Take a Hint, Mario Creators! I for one think this would make a great game and it would probably be enough to get me to buy a Wii! Also.. Kudos to the creator of this!

Mon, 18 Feb 2008 10:24:36 GMT

I have a new rant.. something I haven't really ranted about before..

What.. the.. f***.. is up with people groping, kissing, and taking pictures of me in #MSF lately.. they do this, then when I respond by trying to hurt them most ignore, shake off, or go "duh, heehee" and just continue to annoy me by either repeating the offense or making it worse.. some do it because they want me to TF them.. but even then they have DUMBASS characters that keep doing it anyway despite my warnings..

ITS REALLY ANNOYING! I DONT LIKE SEX RPS.. I've gotten to the point where im so emotionally closed off OOCly and ICly that my CHARACTER doesn't even blush anymore.. but when I say "Stop it" it doesn't seem to get through to them, it seems to process through their mind as "Do it again".. god..

I have no problem with simple kisses (especially when it comes to certain people that my characters have built a history with.. where its in fun or whatever) but then there are people.. some people I barely know that do it.. like im supposed to just grin and go "hahah" because thats what everybody else they do it to does..

So im gonna state it here.. I dont like sex RPs.. I dont like my character being groped especially when its not even part of an actual RP or any kind of history.. and its just in random "I want you to hurt and/or TF me" fashion.. ESPECIALLY if your not even gonna accept actual consequences for the stupidity of your character.. meaning if your gonna come up and grope/kiss my character.. then prepare to be hit with the force of an angry dragon girl (who prides herself on her strength and the strength of her hits) and I dont mean "ow" I mean "Ugh! I think my jaw is broke.. why? because I'm a pervert who never ever ever learns from my past mistakes"...

This is not directed at anyone in particular, nor is it meant to cause insult to anyone's OOC... this is simply a rant and a small warning.. that if it continues.. and the consequences are avoided/ignored.. then I will start unleashing UNAVOIDABLE strikes (if you can be a pervert, I can be a godmodder) to said characters...

its 4:30 in the morning.. im tired, so I might've rambled and made little to no sense.. but yeah..

Mon, 04 Feb 2008 18:16:45 GMT

For the last year ive tried to get a job.. everything I try always ends up short.. I get looked over and ignored so easily.. perhaps its because I dont have much of a voice in matters.. im quiet.. but dammit its not fair.. so im jobless.. meaning moneyless.. meaning im living at home with my parents.. recently my sisters have moved back because they never tried to get jobs and well.. their boyfriends were deadbeats too..

Now, I love being at home.. I try to help around the house and stuff.. my parents are getting old.. my mother has diabetes, her bones are deterrating, she's a smoker and probably has lung problems (even though she is trying to quit smoking..), she's nearly blind, and she's taking care of 2 sometimes 4 (out of 4) of my nephews, and both of my neices.. my father has eye problems, his joints are weak from arthritis, and has very little space to himself.. I help them clean, I help them with my nephews and neices, I have been helping my mother quit smoking, when my father needs something I try to help him.. I know they wont be around forever, so id hate to leave them alone especially with my sisters here all the time I fear their deaths.. and thats probably one of my biggest problems...

Now what gets me is that I rarely ask for or get anything.. its been that way my WHOLE LIFE.. im the middle child and the only 'boy' out of the 'children'.. and for some reason I always got looked over.. always.. and it sucks.. both my sisters are smokers.. heavy duty smokers.. they smoke.. then 15-20 minutes later they'll smoke again.. and they dont buy their own cigarettes my parents do.. and im pretty damn sure between them thats hundreds of dollars a month on tabacco filled death sticks.. I finally ask for something and you know what happens? I'm told no, or that they cant afford it, or that I should do something else with my money (when I finally save up some) instead.. and its tiring and grating..

Life sucks.. I despise everything in my life.. from my outter appearance, to my lack of energy, to the way things ended up for me.. The only good things in my life are my parents both being alive and each one of my nephews and neices.. but I just wish that I could go back in time and do it all over again knowing what I know now.. maybe things could've been different.. and I wouldn't sit here night after night alone and depressed wondering why I bother living anymore.. it would be sooo easy to end it.. I have access to guns, knives, drugs, a large tub.. but im a weak coward who is afraid of doing that because it MIGHT EFFECT THE PEOPLE AROUND ME HARSHLY! They dont seem to care about me.. they ignore me.. they put me down.. I put on a smile.. I laugh.. but dammit.. my emotions are almost dead but my conscience keeps screaming at me while visions of dark things flash in my eyes.. so I sit here and I cry and I punch the tree in my backyard until my knuckles bleed.. I do this to me for me to vent but.. im told that I should calm down and not get so angry over every little thing..

All my life ive done things to please them.. ive never been happy.. and now 24 years after the day of my birth.. it all comes flowing out... *sighs* I realize now how big of a loser I am.. but its too late to change that..

Fri, 11 Jan 2008 14:35:20 GMT

"Equality is a lie…A myth to appease the masses. Simply look around and you will see the lie for what it is! There are those with power, those with the strength and will to lead. And there are those meant to follow—those incapable of anything but servitude and a meager, worthless existence.

"Equality is a perversion of the natural order!…It binds the strong to the weak. The weak become anchors that drag the exceptional down to mediocrity. Individuals destined and deserving of greatness have it denied them. The strong suffer for the sake of keeping them even with their inferiors."

"Equality is a chain, like obedience. Like fear or uncertainty or self doubt." - Darth Bane

Tue, 01 Jan 2008 23:53:01 GMT

My wishlist

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PS2
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Disgaea: Hour of Darkness
God of War
God of War 2
Xenosaga Episode II: Jenseits von Gut und Bose
Xenosaga Episode III: Also Sprach Zarathustra
Dynasty Warriors 5: Xtreme Legends

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PS3
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The PS3 itself..
Heavenly Sword
Resistance: Fall of Man
Ratchet & Clank Future: Tools of Destruction
Dynasty Warriors: Gundam

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Gamecube
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Fire Emblem: Path of Radiance
Super Smash Bros. Melee

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Wii
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The Wii itself..
Zelda: Twilight Princess
Resident Evil: Umbrella
Super Mario Galaxy
Bleach: Shattered Blade

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Xbox
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Jade Empire
Star Wars: Knights of the Old Republic 1 (my old CD crapped out on me)
Fable: The Lost Chapters

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Xbox360
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Mass Effect
Bioshock
Assassin's Creed
Command & Conquer 3 Tiberium Wars
Halo 3
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My New Years Resolution is to own at least half of the games listed by the year 2009.. preferrably all of them..

Tue, 25 Dec 2007 17:38:04 GMT

Ok I have to ask.. who am I think of when I think of Blue Hair, Sword, and Attitude.. I remember someone with at least 2 of those 3 things but I cant remember..

Either way I found this great picture and I was wondering who it reminded me of.. because I blanked: http://i225.photobucket.com/albums/dd3/Black-DragonN/special4750237.jpg linkage for reference

also: http://i225.photobucket.com/albums/dd3/Black-DragonN/special4750246.jpg

Sun, 09 Dec 2007 04:03:06 GMT

http://www.thefump.com/fump.php?id=149 XD;

Tue, 04 Dec 2007 21:32:06 GMT

James/Jayme.. once a name that rang through MSF as one of the best fighters.. she fought regularly with the likes of MoS (and the Triad), Helel, and other people.. and stood her own..

Skip forward 3 and a half years.. and she has been downgraded to a stepping stone fighter and a lower-class RPer.. I dont have any creativity or ideas left in me.. and worst of all ive become like the guy who used to be a bigshot in the mafia.. but has been reduced to being nothing more than the punching bag for all the new people to plow through to prove their worth..

'fighting' isn't 'fighting' anymore.. if someone has speed.. their opponent.. has equal or greater speed.. then they spend 15 minutes.. going faster than each other until one disappears completely.. strength doesn't seem to matter either.. as people just ignore most normal physical attacks..

it doesn't matter if its MSF or any other RP place.. I just cant get a break.. I thought that taking on someone ive never fought or seen fight would fix that... AAAAANT! (Wrong Answer Sound) I was wrong..

MSF in general has been reduced to the dark god-like beings and the light god-like beings.. with sub-branches of "Wanting to destroy reality" and "Wanting to save reality" with a tiny bracket at the bottom for wannabe god-like beings.. if you dont fit any of those.. TOUGH LUCK having any fun around that place..

Fri, 30 Nov 2007 10:55:34 GMT

So anybody who knows me even the slightest little bit.. knows that when something ticks me off.. I usually speak out on it.. especially online.. well over the past several months ive become docile.. ive become soft-spoken and let alot of things slide.. but as of late.. a whole lot of hypocrites are springing up with "holier than thou" attitudes.. and while im still keeping my cool about it.. if they dont lose the tude soon.. im gonna have to give them a big "STFU already" upside the head!

Anyways.. just wanted to say that.. have a nice day everybody!

Fri, 26 Oct 2007 13:06:57 GMT

I had a dream last night.. and it felt so real.. I dreamt I was back in 9th grade again with all of my friends, first class of day 1.. somewhere deep down inside I knew it was a dream.. because some of the people I saw in this dream were in Class 2 and I was in Class 1 so we couldn't have been together but the fact is that I saw their faces so clearly.. not to mention the teacher that I hated wasn't there.. I loved this dream.. I SMILED in this dream.. and I could feel it.. it was a genuine smile.. and the depression that ive felt for several years seemed to lift away being back in 'school'... they even had a test which I knew ALL the answers too.. thats NEVER happened before.. my memory was better.. I was thinner.. I still had zits but I was 15 or so years old back then.. I was confident in the dream.. I sit in front of the air conditioner beside one of the girls (she wasn't in the class with me, in Real Life, she was in Class 2.. I was in Class 1) I crushed on for years.. but the inevitable happened like it always does when I am happy.. and I woke up..

Back then I hated school.. I wished it was over.. now I wish I could go back and do it all over again knowing some of the things that I know now.. I could've done so much better.. I could've prepared for life so much better.. but instead I screwed up my life.. November 6th.. next month.. I turn 24 years old.. and you know what I got to show for it? NOTHING..

I'm alone, I have no significant, my sister's annoy me, I worry that my mother and father could die any day, I worry about my nephews and nieces hurting themselves because of the stuff they do, I cant even stand to RP anymore, I want to die and everyday that urge gets worse but im too GUTLESS to do anything..

God I wish I would've done things better.. heh but wishes dont come true do they? I'd like to find a genie.. or see a real shooting star.. just one time and id be happy.. but their not real are they?

If I could wish for 3 things, they'd be the following:

1. That I was a girl.. both in everyone's eyes and their memories.. not changing major things.. but only how people addressed me, names, looks, etc..
2. That my memory and intelligence were better so that I could remember things much more clearly and quickly instead of having to go "uhh" everytime I want to think of or remember anything..
3. That id go back in time (physical as well as temporally) so that I was back in the 9th grade again just like in the dream.. but real

I wish life was like a story.. full of magic and wonder.. instead of like it is.. full of war and hate.. if magic was real.. ahh that'd be great, ya know?

Eh.. anyways.. im done ranting and wishing.. now im gonna go off and be worthless and depressed and cry for a little bit.. *waves*

Tue, 25 Sep 2007 03:27:51 GMT

thinking about starting or at least joining a pro-gaming team.. one that would go to tournaments and compete for money and profession..

:P but probably not.. maybe.. we'll see o.o id need a mask first to hide my face... too ugly to be taken seriously

Thu, 20 Sep 2007 20:07:56 GMT

So called Microsoft today.. their sending me another box to send my broken system back in..

Their also giving me a free game for sending me a broken system: Kameo: Elements of Power.. there were only 3 choices and the other two didn't sound all that good to me..

Mon, 17 Sep 2007 13:17:44 GMT

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Fri, 14 Sep 2007 21:00:36 GMT

two or so weeks ago.. I got the red ring of death.. so I followed everyone's advice and sent it back to microsoft.. I got it back today..

1 and a half hours later.. 30 minutes included XBox Updates, and using the XBox Live Gold card they sent me.. the screen froze.. I rebooted.. and now I have the Red Ring of Death.. AGAIN!..

Microsoft.. GRRR! D:

Wed, 05 Sep 2007 07:28:20 GMT

So.. its not secret that ive had alot of complaints over the years and in my rants ive promised alot of things I never did.. but I have to get a few things off of my chest.. so read or dont read.. whatever..

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Fighting.. I started out in MSF as a fighter, from the very first day when I started out as James, I was carrying a sword and I was calling myself the Black Dragon.. my biggest strength was well.. my strength, I wanted it to be an outstanding kind of strength that people admired and feared.. and for a while that actually happened.. I was fighting and having fun..

But like all things it eventually comes to an end and eventually I started losing mostly out of frustration because it was like fighting wind.. impossible to hit, impossible to see, impossible to be around without feeling the effects.. so I limited my fighting alot.. I became a TFer.. but we'll get to that subject a little later..

Then I was confronted by mods.. numerous times because of 'godmodding' and such, thus I limited my character ALOT.. I rid myself of several techniques, weapons, and 'natural abilities' to make myself less of a godmodder..

Not long after I took an extended break away from the drama and such of #MSF.. didn't check the forums, didn't go to the room, didn't have anything to do with #MSF.. but after a while.. the other channels got boring and consisted mostly of sex (I have no problem with that) but I was a fighter.. and with lack of battles, I had nothing to do.. the boredom was too extreme.. so I went back to #MSF..

but returning only made my inadequacies as a fighter more obvious than I ever thought they were.. I couldn't even compete with people who were technically classified as the weakest of the fighters.. I gritted my teeth and I didn't say anything for a while but after a little while I just had to rant about it.. I would've ranted to their faces but the drama had increased so far that you couldn't say anything to anybody without them overreacting.. so I just came to my LJ and ranted..

Now dont get me wrong, I can handle losing fights.. but Jayme who has always prided herself on her strength, had no speed and wasn't heavily focussed in other area other than sword-fighting.. and a few energy attacks.. was facing people who had strength far higher than hers (her attacks were literally shrugged off by all even non-fighters) was far faster than her (most were going 'beyond light speed') could use all kinds of energy attacks, and were trained with all kinds of weapons and unarmed techiques.. thus Jayme was getting her tail handed to her and she couldn't do anything to her opponents.. not to mention completely underestimated by all opponents (new people and old)

So after ranting some more.. I sent Jayme into a time-slowed forest dimension.. where 1000 years passed in only a few earth-days.. in that time.. Jayme trained.. thats 1000 years of additional training to the already 2018 that she had... due to the OOC thinking that it might aid Jayme in fighting all of these 'uber' characters that were around..

but after all of that.. after thinking about new things I could do for Jayme.. I STILL CANT COMPETE WITH THESE PEOPLE.. I have threatened to do this for a while.. but I dont think I have a choice in it anymore.. I give up fighting.. its been 3 and a half years.. I had a somewhat good run for a while.. its not worth me getting into fights then getting upset because I dont stand a chance..
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TFing.. after the fighting started to wear thin.. Jayme began to TF people.. I even got complimented alot of the time for the effort and description I put into them.. for each unique method that I used.. but eventually.. my TF's like most TF's became pointless.. people would shrug them off after no-time at all then go back to 'TF-begging'.. which annoyed me to the point where I no longer give those descriptive, efforted TFs..

I TF very rarely now and only when im bored.. and when its people I know wont keep them for very long.. I dont put any real effort into them.. however, for those that keep them for a few days.. I thank you.. you know who you are..
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Drama.. I used to be able to put with this.. but now.. O.o its just like.. so common for people to just get upset about little things.. its like even when ya try to help people.. it always goes sour and makes them go even more dramaesque.. its kind of annoying.. It's like everyone has so much self-pity and such crappy self-esteem.. that they wanna bring everyone else down with them..
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Mon, 20 Aug 2007 14:00:04 GMT

Once again the reason I hate doctors rears its ugly head..

Twice in the past 6 or so months ive went to the doctor.. once for a torn muscle.. once for a spiderbite/ingrown toenail.. the first time.. he poked a bit, insulted my weight, and prescribed me some antibiotics.. the second time the doctor looked at both feet, insulted me on my scars, and prescribed me some antibiotics..

Each time he did NOTHING to speak of but tell me stuff that I knew "You have a pain take medicine.." "You have scars.. take medicine.." and each time they charged me an arm and a leg because I didn't have insurance.. now their threatening to take me to court because I owe 470 dollars and if I dont come up with it by the end of the day then apparently im being brought to court where I could possibly owe 800 more dollars than I do now..

GOD! I hate Doctor's..

Mon, 20 Aug 2007 04:48:59 GMT

After almost 2 years.. I have finally gotten the Red Ring of Death..

My XBox 360 is officially a Paperweight 360.. >.

Sat, 18 Aug 2007 06:48:44 GMT

Time for an IC Post! Yes thats right.. the rant/opinions that follow are IC! It's not really a post but a mini-story but eh anyways~

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*The scene is that of a small field.. lush and green with birds chirping in the trees.. squirrels and rabbits scurrying around.. and in the center of the field is a small fire.. around the fire is a few boxes. One box full of ancient tomes and books, Two boxes full of electronics, and a last box with 5 of Jayme's best laptops within it.

Jayme is laying there staring up at the sky with a genuine smile on her face. She stares directly at the sun and suddenly breaks out laughing uncontrollably.. sending several animals nearby scurrying away.*

The people in MSF are fools, I cant believe that I sought their recognition at one time.

These wanna-be warriors.. that flaunt their strength destroying things like trees to show off.. going off and doing stupid things they know they wont walk away from unscathed then BITCHING about how much pain they feel, about how nobody else can understand their pain, and my personal favorite the dramatic falling over and crying. Or how about the people that LET them do the stupid stuff and then CRYING and BITCHING when something happens to them.. thats like letting someone walk into a fire and getting upset that they get burned.. its sad and stupid but it continues to happen constantly!

The constant cuteness, the constant cliches, the constant drama, the constant emoness, the constant bitchyness, the constant neverending unchangingness, the cliques that are quickly returning, the hypocriticalness..

*Jayme laughs even harder, if she had to breathe.. she would be gasping for air right about now..*

Whats even sadder is that because of their constant complaints of how powerful I was.. I sit back and watched as they constantly and undoubtedly surpassed me in strength, speed, and everything else. I have quickly become one of the weakest people in that place.. not to mention the most underestimated and underappreciated. I could accept it and cast away everything that I am becoming just another cliche.. but no.. instead I will in one foul swoop.. close the gap between me and all these wanna-be warriors.. these WANNABE GODS!

*Jayme jumps to her feet and looks right into the sun..*

I swear upon every star in the sky that I will show them that Jayme is not a name for them to mock.. that Jayme Anikerina Oblivion Takineth is a name.. is a person that they should once again learn to respect! Thanks to the knowledge I got from a few people and books, my power over mirror, not to mention the technological blueprints I borrowed from Hikari.. ill accomplish this all before they know what im even up to!

*Jayme picks up her boxes and opens a portal of mirror in front of her*

My days as a punching bag for these clowns is over..

*She steps into the portal and it closes behind her.. leaving nothing but the fire to remain..*
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Fri, 17 Aug 2007 13:03:51 GMT

Dear LucasArts and Obsidian Entertainment,

If you are going to make a game (in this case: Knights of the Old Republic 2: The Sith Lords) then make a FULL game.. and release said FULL game.. dont make the game, then cut out hours of content.. that leaves numerous incomplete subplots, a confusing ending, and a subpar game at best (Warning: Spoilers Within~ | http://starwars.wikia.com/wiki/Cut_content_from_Star_Wars:_Knights_of_the_Old_Republic_II:_The_Sith_Lords | Warning: Spoilers Within~).. then release said game.. if the game would have been released with everything included it would've been a much greater game..

This goes for all you other game companies as well..

"ive got my eye on you, boy!" - Bender